What the fuck am I doing updating this?
I miss you Nathan. I fucking miss you. I guess I'm writing this, hoping you will see it.
I don't know how we got so fucked up. I don't know how we fell to pieces. I wish we could fix this, like you fixed my windshield.
No one compares to you. I miss you most at night. It's not right laying with him. I miss they way you held me, and rubbed my back.
I miss your kisses. I miss the way you worshiped my body.
Boy, I wish you would call.
I love you.